just finish taking bath..first time sleep so late in S'pore, tired but cant sleep, have to wait until my hair get dry. 1 week over again, this week is quite busy with my work, got nth to do after working hour tim, a bit cham. today my mood is quite good, boss took MC today, relax at office..back to home then chat with her tonight, actually chat with others also, feeling good now, sure can sleep well tonight la.

suddenly dam sleepy.hahah, nth much to write also la.. 1st time i dare to write out, cheng, i miss you.

27/08/08 Wednesday - 9.52pm
watching tv now..but really tired though it is still early, woke up at 6 in the morning for 2 days, need to do stock take at 8am at outlet, really stupid la, not fun at all, no next time if i got choice.
met a gal ytd, she is the promoter in Option180, named Eugenia, a 15 years old gal. She does not act like a kid, she looks mature but quite funny also la..chat quite long with her, well, she is not tat childish like other s'pore gal as wen hui told me.

sigh..honestly now i understand the feeling of being lonely, wanna chat with someone but nobody is around, mayb i m truly tired, lazy to on msn also..then uncautiously think of u again, feeling is not as strong as days b4, good sign? haha really cant stay alone la, simply think whenever i got nth to do at home. trying to focus out now, getting closer wit my colleague but not with my management level colleague, aiks XD

25/08/08 Monday - 11.30pm
Lying on safa…I m sleepy + tired + a bit down..haha dunno y, become moody when think of sth related to her.. the day b4, I was quite excited, looking forward of the dating on Tuesday, cant even sleep well at night, keep thinking about wad will happen on Tuesday. Honestly, I hope that the plan is on, but now, I think I will just pass the day like normal la, hee.

Found that u really influence me so much, we r secondary school mate, but I know that I treat u more than a fren. Can show my concern to u, but cant just simply speak some words to you. Dun have the courage to do so, dare not to step over the border line, coz I care about u . so, I try to get myself busy so that I wont simply think of u, but anyhow I will think of u when I stay alone.. funny ya, keep telling myself stop missing u.. hopefully this is onli a temporary event for me la.. see u more, think of u more often. Sometime I will think that it is good for me as u work in JB, wont meet u up so often hee.