just back to mtk with her..well nth happened within these 6 hours, had a little conversation + sleep zzz. the onli event tat made me really care about is that, there is actually somebody wan her to be his gal fren, guess so. realise that i m such a person who easily gives up sth, mayb just too tired. i need more courages, and confidence as well. though u show no interest to start a relationship wit him, but i think this kind of event would happen more often after this. Fren, or more than a fren..this is no longer an important issue. hopefully i can spend more time together with you..

got my 1st pay slip today, when i took it from my colleague, i smiled. dunno how to describe my feeling, but it is different from tat day when i received cheque from my financial controller. mayb this time i got a document to show to my mum, my 1st achievement in my life, haha.. going back to home tis week, wanna pass mid autumn festival wit my family, has been working in s'pore for almost 1 month lo, it is time to go back to see them..of coz i need to bring my 'things' back to home as well la, no space to keep those items in s'pore place.

going back to mtk with her on this friday, somehow i think i can feel normal when i see her, doing my best to treat her as a fren but i know that she actually means more than a fren in the bottom of my heart. i need time to calm down, so far i think i do well up to now. try to be more steady, show my concern to her but not telling her the truth. i dunno wad do i wan at the moment, seriously, there r many uncertainties..fully focus on my work? i think after christmas ba, i will do sth on tat day. if the consequence is bad, i would stop everything..

slept very late last few days, really feel tired when i m working, fishing all the time..but luckily my company is having warehouse sales these few days, dun hav to stay in office all the time, got more outdoor activities la..must live a normal life as b4 la, must have a good rest ^^

she just reached JB tonight, starts working tmr. hopefully she wont work until too stressful, have a caring superior n nice colleagues, of coz nobody lock her as target la, hee.. k, all the best to you, my dear. looking forward of dating on this coming saturday, dun cancel like last time again o..

just passed my weekends..write sth b4 i get to sleep, it is a bit late + hot tonight..and today is my first time to come back home after 12 since i came to s'pore. when i open my eyes next morning, i need to work again..

well, went to jalan jalan at shopping centre (JEC) nearby my house tis afternoon, i actually got nth much to do there, ate a curry puff and ask for price of my new spec, plan to change my old one..JEC is quite small, onli 2 floors including ground floor, there is a cinema inside, but looks like very lousy. went to jurong regional library after that, i think tis will be my camping place later on, there are many reading materials inside + pretty nice environment, can enjoy the air cond. read a chinese novel today, not finish yet but will definitely cont to read it.met my cousin then went to find seng chung..took drama from him then yam cha..such a busy day..better than doing nth at home.. k, time to sleep.WORKING DAY @.@