25/08/08 Monday - 11.30pm
Lying on safa…I m sleepy + tired + a bit down..haha dunno y, become moody when think of sth related to her.. the day b4, I was quite excited, looking forward of the dating on Tuesday, cant even sleep well at night, keep thinking about wad will happen on Tuesday. Honestly, I hope that the plan is on, but now, I think I will just pass the day like normal la, hee.

Found that u really influence me so much, we r secondary school mate, but I know that I treat u more than a fren. Can show my concern to u, but cant just simply speak some words to you. Dun have the courage to do so, dare not to step over the border line, coz I care about u . so, I try to get myself busy so that I wont simply think of u, but anyhow I will think of u when I stay alone.. funny ya, keep telling myself stop missing u.. hopefully this is onli a temporary event for me la.. see u more, think of u more often. Sometime I will think that it is good for me as u work in JB, wont meet u up so often hee.